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Yes,I live with it,
I love.

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So, Okay.
You're NOT the one.
what's wrong? I just Thought right? You CAN explain.
The thing about you is, you don't explain Fully;Properly
then you bomb in.
Hey, did I scolddddd you?
nah uh? then why must you tag in and bla out so like i owe you a million things?
You came here and tag JUST to say that, how great.
I know you will still read, but it's kinda shocking you'll really read and
thought it's for good.
But maybe not? Cos you JUST ... yea like what you've did.
Shall I be angry? pissed? sad? Cry like one mf?
I don't know.
Kinda all the above~
Cos i've did. Yea, im crazy.
Crazy for you (:
I'm not sick. Whatever it is,
yea, glad you're happy with your life now..
Good luck to you.
If someone to be known like me,
doing all these troubling with all these thoughts and which are Craps to you.
And everything, made her life miserable, lifes sucks, studies became rubbish.
Stressed thinking all these everyday!
And when she knew something's wrong which you know?..
She don't really get it and the guy just mention and fight for his rights and heck care about the previous posts, and jus want to say that his not the One.
Everything he doesn't care, all he cares is his not the spammer!
how she'll feel?
????
How heartless could that be?
I know I chose to bring all these unhappiness stuff to my mind and stress myself ,
yea, I chose it huh?
You'll think , Just bloody forget everything and bloody move on la, who call
you to think all these shit and make urself miserable? (Not my fault..)
Yeah, I thought of it, But you really think I chose all these??
I purposely force myself to suffer?
I could just blink my eyes and forget about everything and move on...
Like how you did...
But I just seriously Can't .
I really wanna study hard , make my life better, finding new one and replace you?
You think it's easy?
I don't know why it's difficult though.
You dump me, heck care me, delete me, remove me, delete me in your life, ignore me,
scold me , curse me, get new gf and make me upset, do whatever you can, My heart just can't forget you Totally.
-Totally.
Almost forget you, at least still have 0.01% ? you can say?
It's just too hard to forget that 0.01% away.
That 0.01% is those what I've mention, those painful thoughts.
0.01% It's still pain.

Really

Oh my, it's a mistake! :(
The serious matter for me, all in my life that I'm wondering and curious about it,
waiting to know the 'why' we boke up matter and reason for more or less, 8 months.
And i finally know why.
Gorsh :(
You said you don't want me anymore or maybe forever. Or even 'hate' me..
And that's include the 'why' we broke up reason.
Entire 8 months, thinking all along going high and low, and I know why now.
Once I heard what it is...
I'm like, No way.. :(
I did Not, or I can say I never bastard you the 2nd time.
I, didn't..
Really..
Is it something like, I sort of ^secretly sms another guy^ while I'm with you?
no,no,no.
I thought of it hard, so hard.
Is it the K. guy? Or the H. guy? I can't remember which or who..
But I swear I did not, went to any of them , or say it as I 2 time you...
wo mei you..
If I really text them..
They just, JUST my friends.
see, until now I also never go with any them..
I don't Like. Them too...
All I rmb, that night you said those on msges..
All I can say,'I really can't find any perfect fishes so far, or never find one..'
'Every stuff that I did or go, I'll think of you'
I'll like, 'how i wish if you'll' ,every moment :( Heart seriously very pain.
Honestly, if I had bfs after we seperate, I'll end up leaving them..
I leave them. I'm sorry for them..
But I always broke with them cos of you..
Not your fault of course..
I will suddenly think of you / simply find that they are just not like you.
you're so, way.... different from them. ):
I know now you have F. and I can't say anything.
I just thought that it's a mistake. We broke up cos of misunderstanding )':
No matter what, I owe you thousands of sorries..
)':

troubled

You said you don't wanna repeat the same old thing anymore..
No more troubles and stuff.
Maybe more than that, seriously...
Never mind..

kepadanya

There was, once upon a time
But, it did not ended up a happily ever after...
)':

to passer-by
i duno who are you? (:
jus a guess. How you know here?
Chat with you in msn ba. asap, if i can online..
take care.. (L)
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Last long with F.
Bye...

i said i'll never come back, but this time,
you make me go no where.
You found ur new girl
u shouted 030509 although u shouted act. th wrong month.
ok wadever, im in tears now, every moment when i blog.
yea, thanks passerby. if u dun mind tellin who u are? (':
Lwh, you delete me in ur friendster.
Not only tht, u delete me in ur MSN!! :'(
Im firstly pissed, den now i cried like shit
My head spinning.
I'm tired.. so so tired... :''(
I didnt know u are so mean.
What's ur real reason to do all this?
why must you do all this to me?
You did not delete ur other ex girlf. didnt u?
Then why me? why must you do this?
What have I done to u?
TELL ME! :""( !
I say i hate you, behind ur back.
Do you think I'm saying the truth?
I totally forgotton u SERIOUSLY.
That's wht u want too...
I tried. I succeed, but the thing is, i forgot you le!
WHY must you still delete me in ur life???
We cant be couples, its alright..
Why can't we be friends?
Even if friends u cant too.
Why can't we be classmates??? :'''(
School mates?? Even though we same class.
Fine, there's one more year to go. I dont wan to continue le..
Since you want to totally 100% forget every single thing..
OKay, i change school.
Im speaking the truth.

I WON'T COME BACK AND POST ANYMORE

I'm mad at you, i'll never come?

)""":

bmbb

12am babe.
You'll know how i feel.
*muah~